I have deeply felt and envisioned, for many years, that we have not been given the truth in any form: whether politically or religiously, and have lived in quest of finding the truth to share with all. After many years of living in the deep north of Canada, then off to live in Hawaii, the United States, big cities, countrysides, West Africa, and finally back to the United States, my eyes were finally opened to the truth I have so earnestly yearned for.
When my research and studies brought me to the sobering realities that are being committed upon us, alarm first took hold of me, then within a few minutes the alarm was replaced with a feeling of having been expecting all of this, all along. At first, I had begun to write this book without faith, and found myself locked in writer’s block. I had lost my faith, and my mission to reveal the truth and share it with all had become misconstrued with the conflicting theories between science and Christianity.
As a writer, I lost it. I began to lose hope for us all, and became selfish in my fears. I began to seek only to fulfill myself and those closest to me, until I found I was inadvertently hurting or misleading those I love. The scientific theories clouded the spirituality I had in my life, and I began to wander from my mission; my path, as assigned by my Lord. Yes, I lost my way, and was wandering farther and farther away from the light of life itself.
There was a period in my life that I was very close to the church; the time when I was first “born again” and this was a healing process I had needed. Since then, I have felt as though the church had been like the first years of grade school for me, and that I had grown beyond the teachings of the church. For many years, because of the strict teachings of the church, I believed that I had wandered away from God; that I was no longer a “good” Christian. I deeply felt, within myself, as though I had ‘figured it out,’ and was seeking to grow further in God, but because of the limited resources from the knowledge the church had given me, I was confused, and instead, believed I was disconnected from God.
Then God nudged me; through a person who is so very dear to my heart, to begin to write again; to complete this book. I had started to write this book alone. Only my hand was involved, but God showed me that They needed to help me write this if it is to be the truth. Two days ago, after many years of no longer praying, I kneeled in prayer to ask Jesus why I felt so alone and abandoned. He answered me with many things, and I began to understand why things were occurring the way they were. I spent the next day pondering His answers, and drawing His face. I knew that there was more than He had told me; that it was up to me to figure it out, because He saw that I already knew in my heart, what I was to do. Today, I pulled out this book to begin reading what I had started writing almost one year ago. I was confused and lost again, when suddenly, the God spirituality within me touched my heart, and showed me that They will help me finish spreading the truths that I have discovered. They were the ones showing me the truths when I had first begun to write this, and I was supposed to let the God flow through me to be able to put this together. Today, on this 30th day of September 2007, I let the Lord come into me to touch my heart and mind with His glory and promises. I placed my artistic rendition of His face on the cover, and began again, to continue writing this book with His guidance, forgiveness, and love.
As you come to read the truth within these pages, do not be alarmed, or fear that all is without hope. There is hope, and in fact a promise that we will be taken care of; if we can learn to accept what is coming, and have faith.
Learn to accept the truth, and allow the God within you to guide you. Do not believe everything that is being told to you by the News Media, or in the countless churches that are springing up all over. We have been warned of the sudden appearances of so many churches, and have been warned of the propaganda that our leaders would fill us with.
The truth is all that matters; how we perceive it, and what we do with it will be the ultimate outcome.
When my research and studies brought me to the sobering realities that are being committed upon us, alarm first took hold of me, then within a few minutes the alarm was replaced with a feeling of having been expecting all of this, all along. At first, I had begun to write this book without faith, and found myself locked in writer’s block. I had lost my faith, and my mission to reveal the truth and share it with all had become misconstrued with the conflicting theories between science and Christianity.
As a writer, I lost it. I began to lose hope for us all, and became selfish in my fears. I began to seek only to fulfill myself and those closest to me, until I found I was inadvertently hurting or misleading those I love. The scientific theories clouded the spirituality I had in my life, and I began to wander from my mission; my path, as assigned by my Lord. Yes, I lost my way, and was wandering farther and farther away from the light of life itself.
There was a period in my life that I was very close to the church; the time when I was first “born again” and this was a healing process I had needed. Since then, I have felt as though the church had been like the first years of grade school for me, and that I had grown beyond the teachings of the church. For many years, because of the strict teachings of the church, I believed that I had wandered away from God; that I was no longer a “good” Christian. I deeply felt, within myself, as though I had ‘figured it out,’ and was seeking to grow further in God, but because of the limited resources from the knowledge the church had given me, I was confused, and instead, believed I was disconnected from God.
Then God nudged me; through a person who is so very dear to my heart, to begin to write again; to complete this book. I had started to write this book alone. Only my hand was involved, but God showed me that They needed to help me write this if it is to be the truth. Two days ago, after many years of no longer praying, I kneeled in prayer to ask Jesus why I felt so alone and abandoned. He answered me with many things, and I began to understand why things were occurring the way they were. I spent the next day pondering His answers, and drawing His face. I knew that there was more than He had told me; that it was up to me to figure it out, because He saw that I already knew in my heart, what I was to do. Today, I pulled out this book to begin reading what I had started writing almost one year ago. I was confused and lost again, when suddenly, the God spirituality within me touched my heart, and showed me that They will help me finish spreading the truths that I have discovered. They were the ones showing me the truths when I had first begun to write this, and I was supposed to let the God flow through me to be able to put this together. Today, on this 30th day of September 2007, I let the Lord come into me to touch my heart and mind with His glory and promises. I placed my artistic rendition of His face on the cover, and began again, to continue writing this book with His guidance, forgiveness, and love.
As you come to read the truth within these pages, do not be alarmed, or fear that all is without hope. There is hope, and in fact a promise that we will be taken care of; if we can learn to accept what is coming, and have faith.
Learn to accept the truth, and allow the God within you to guide you. Do not believe everything that is being told to you by the News Media, or in the countless churches that are springing up all over. We have been warned of the sudden appearances of so many churches, and have been warned of the propaganda that our leaders would fill us with.
The truth is all that matters; how we perceive it, and what we do with it will be the ultimate outcome.
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